same old scars
any other night i would have thought they were the same stars.
same moon, same lights, same night.
but ur more than just miles away. ur not even in my world.
cuz u call my “your boy” while he calls you “his girl”
i dont even try to reason, try to understand
how u and i can play this game like children in the sand
building dreams on instability. its killin me. ur feelin me.
the cards that life are dealin’ me. its unfair.
i can dream, running my hands thru ur hair.
layin ur body down and putting u to sleep. so sweet.
our treat. the beat slows. stop to a drip drop. not a no. give and go. feel the flow. stop.
were it another night i would think they were the same stars. i was mistaken.
same lights. taken. same night. faked. take
wat u want and leave my heart to bleed.
i thought u were my Buffy but now all u do is feed.
i said that u could trust me. i’ll be everything u need.
moving mountains for you like i was a mustard seed.
its ashamed u played the game better than a veteran.
now im riding pine watching Late Night w/ Letterman
solo. cuz u had other plans. with a white picket fence, a child,
and another man.
any other night i would think they were the same stars.
now i realize that im opening the same scars.