adulthood. its finally here. so why does it feel like i’ve been living it since the 4th grade? in 18 years of living, i’ve dealt with rape, molestation, child abuse, intimidation, an adusive father, abandonment, heartbreak, depression, suicidal rage… the list goes on. it would be a boldfaced lie to say i havent enjoyed my life. i truely have. but 18 years is not long enough to hold all the pain i’ve had to deal with. so today i celebrate my rebirthday. a new age. a new attitude. more confident. more ambitious. and definitely more arrogant. im right ur wrong. end of story. haha. adulthood sux. ill just be jon.C for now.